Krazyking

Life and Death

2008-12-22T00:22:00.001+11:00

Sick of life, andnow looking at the wonders of death.
At least in death, there will be peace and calm.
No more of this in death.

Emotional Intimacy

2008-11-09T22:25:00.003+11:00

So there I am sitting on the train, reading on the paper, and I come across this very intersting article.

It just goes on about emotional intimacy.

Now for those who dont know, emotional intimacy is the notion of someone knowing you really well in a very short period of time. They will know you better than most other people, no matter how close they are/were to you.

So is it possible to have a relationship with this 'emotional intimacy'? Of course! We define our own relationships. We choose whether or not to enter relationships ourselves. There is no set guide or criteria to fill. We each have our own set of criteria.

Is it possible to have a deep, meaningful, long-term relationship without this emotional intimacy? Of course. Again, we choose our own relationships and their course.

So what happens when you're in this relationship. You're married, been together for aaages. You share the same interests, friends, music, moveis, etc. He knows you. But does he GET you??? Do you feel lonely when you're with him? Is this all really in your head???

So along comes this guy. Someone who makes you laugh. Someone who just wants to know everything about you. Someone who you just want to tell everything. Someone who listens to you as though they're going to get examined on it. Someone who has opinions. Someone who understands. Someone who can empathise with you. Someone who offers you what you lack. Emoitonal intimacy.

It's fine to be intimate physically with a person. Its quite another to be intimate emotionally. Can you 2 emotionally connect with each other?

So time goes on, and you find it harder and harder to stay away from this new guy. This guy who offers you emotional intimacy. How can someone offer you something so rare? How do you repay him? Through physical intimacy?

So what now? Who do you choose? The one who you're in the dead-end relationship with? Or the one that offers you this rare chance? Who's to say the first guy couldn't form this 'emotional intimacy' with you?

Choose the first guy and you'll be distant. You'll agonise at having lost such a special connection. You may even resent him at being in the way between you and the second guy.

So ask yourself. Do you have this emotional intimacy? With anyone? Someone who has gotten to know you better than some of your oldest friends in a short period of time?

I just want to become what you want.

The True Meaning of SES

2008-10-26T19:37:00.002+11:00

So here we are again.
No longer a teen.
One would feel as though I'd be mature by now...
I'll let you decide on that one.

Would like to personally thank everyone for coming to the party!
You have all made the night one to remember.
And there we have it, you have all helped create a memory.

Now, creating a memory is not an easy feat. I'm not talking about those memories that you will remember for like a week. I'm talking about memories that will last a lifetime. One that you will always be able to look back upon, and it will always bring a smile to your face.

Creating these memories is not easy.
Yet, I'd like to think that I have definitely created some of these memories for some very special people already. You know who you are.

And looking back at all these memories I have created, there seems to definitely be one common feature.

SES.

Simple. Easy. Special.

Being able to do something for someone else. Something that they want to do. Not something that they need to do, but something that they want to do. Something that they have always wanted to do. Making their dreams, their wishes, a reality.

But it doesn't stop there.

You have to be able to these things without asking for anything in return. Without expecting anything in return. Don't do it because you expect them to fall in love with you for doing it. Don't do it because you want them to reciprocate your feelings. Don't do it because you feel as though you owe them. Don't do it because you want them to do you a favour.

Do it simply because it is something that they want to do. Simply because you are making another person's wishes, their dreams, come true. Be happy knowing that you are able to make someone else happy. That you are able to bring a smile to their face.

Do it unconditionally.

Whatever it is you do, keep them simple. Keep them easy. And trust me, it will be special. You will be special.

Now just take a step back. Look back at some of the moments you do remember. Memories you wil hold on to forever and ever. I assure you that those memories weren't extravagant. They weren't elaborate. They were just simple and easy things to do. What made them so special is that someone else were willing to do those things for you.

You now know that there is someone out there who really does just want you to be happy.

Someone who wants to make your innermost wishes, dreams, desires, a reality.

The next time someone takes you home, to your door. Just think.
Who's going to mean more to you?
Who will you remember?
Will it be the guy who drove you home in his nice fancy car?
Or will it be the guy who caught the train with you?
The one who took the time out of his life to be with you. To make sure you were safe. To make sure you would have company on the long trip home. Not because they wanted company, but because they knew YOU wanted company.

Will it be the one with the car. Where the 2 of you can get more close. More intimate. Where the car just made life so much simpler. So much more convenient.

Or will it be the guy on the train/nightride. Where as much inconvenience it would cause to them, they would still be the one to take you home. No matter how out of the way it would be. No matter how much time they would take getting back to their own home.

So there we have it. Convenience or a chance to create a memory. Car or train.

So there we have it.
If it ever makes you wonder why 30+ people wanted to show up at my birthday dinner despite the exams and all. And why others struggle to get 10 people to show up to their birthday dinner even when they are shouting.
Perhaps it's because some people are able to put others ahead of themselves. Time and again. Never asking for anything in return.

You guys don't owe me anything.

In Another Life - The Veronicas
I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life (another life)

The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life, in another life
In another life ...

Love - A game?

2008-10-18T01:12:00.002+11:00

Well maybe I've been studying Finance a bit too much lately, but have you ever compared the sharemarket and the game of love?

Look at current investors, having invested all their money into the sharemarket, they're now left with like next to nothing. The sharemarket has crashed, and their investments are now diminshed. Gone.

Look at me. Having invested so much in her, what am I left with now?

But I guess that'sthe chance we all have to take. Risk, uncertainty - they're all fundamental to the sharemarket, just as they are to the game of love.

If we never invest in the sharmarket, we'll miss out on many opportunities. And of course we may lose some money, but by investing, it also gives us the chance to profit from favourable movements in the market.

Just as in love, if we never take the plunge, we will miss out on opportunities. The opportunity to find someone, to find your significant other. The opportunity to feel loved, to be loved. The opportunity to know that you can instil your trust in someone else, and know that they can instil their trust in you. All these opportunities will go begging if you never take the chance and invest. Of course, things may not go as you planned, but at least you know you've tried. That at least you were willing to put it all on the line for love ~ whatever that may mean.

Remember, risk/chance/uncertainty are all elements of life. Sometimes, we just have to be willing to put it out there, to put our money, our hearts, in certain circumstances, certain places, which are out of our control. Sometimes, we just have to let go, and follow it, wherever it may lead. Because maybe, just maybe, the outcome just may be favourable. We may just make a profit. We may just be able to find the one. Our soulmate. Love.

Never let what has happened in the past deter you from investing. Sure you may have made some losses in the past, you may have been emotionally hurt, but the good times are just around the corner. The sharemarket will bounce back, stronger than before. You just have to believe in it. To have confidence in it. It may not happen tomorrow. It may not happen next month. It may not happen by next year. But sometime in the future, the sharemarket will bounce back, and once again, we will all be able to profit from it again. Once again, we can experience some favourable outcomes. Once again, we will be able to love and be loved.

Give up on the market and you will give up on all this. The chance for a happier life. A better life. Something wonderful. Something great. Something beautiful.

Don't let these chances pass by, cause one they go, they're gone forever.

Live a life without regrets, invest now! (Actually hold off a few months before investing in the sharemarket. I expect the downward trend to continue for a few months. Expect a small pickup around December-January).

So I hope this explains a few more things to you. Hopefully, it's revealed a bit more of me to you.

Comments welcome!

What I Look For

2008-10-16T01:42:00.005+11:00

PLEASE DO NOT SPREAD THIS!!!!

Ok, so after a really long convo, I finally decided to do this
To list out some of the characteristics that I look for in a girl
Please leave comments (or msn me) and I'll try to keep updating this (in case there are certain aspects that you want to know that I haven't written about)

So first,
I think alot of people have gotme figured out wrong.
In fact, I think that to really get to know me, you do have to date me and find out. To really find out where my boundaries lie.

So first, my ideal person would let me into their lives. Into all aspects of their lives (though not so much their work lives given the whole office relationship sorta thing). I want to be involved. To be the one they ask for help with their assessments. To be the one they ask for help when they have family issues. To be the one they ask for help when they have money issues. To be the one they ask for help when they just need help.

To be the one to take them home. To be one of the people they call just for the sake of chatting. To be one of the people they just want to be around. To be the one to look over them, to look after them when they're intoxicated, high, whatever (just in a state where they aren't thinking straight). To be the one standing next to them as they're hovering over the toilet spewing out what they had for dinner last night.

However, I do not want to be around them all the time. I would still want us to have some alone time. Some time where we could each go see other friends, to catch up with other people. For example, in a week, I would want to be with them, just hanging out, say 2 days of the week. I mean, I'm very happy with how much I see a certain person: Mon-Wed = Uni (dont see each other); Thurs - Fri = Work (See each other, but in an work environment, so that you're not actually with each other); and then just one day of the weekend where it really is just me and her. This is ideal for me. And without working together, then another day together would be ideal.

Just to further extend upon this, let's take a look at how we would be at parties. I'd imagine that for the first hour, we'd be together, hand in hand, side by side. Then for the next 4 hours or whatever, I wouldn't care. I wouldn't mind if we each went our separate ways to meet new people, catch up with others, whatever. But then in the final hour, I'd always imagine that we'd come back to each other, and once again, we'd be hand in hand, side by side.

Am I asking for too much?

And now onto something that I think alot of people have got me figured out totally wrong. It's about how forgiving and liberal I am. So let's start! We'll only be considering 3 things: kissing, dating others, and sex.

Whilst she's intoxicated, I wouldn't mind either kissing or sex. I'd forgive her. I'd forgive her for the first time on sex. And with kissing, I'd keep forgiving her. (As for dating, who actually agrees to dates whilst intoxicated???)

Whilst we've fallen apart (not in sync/major fight), I'd forgive her for the 1st and 2nd dates, though by the third time, its a bit if-fy, and fourth time, that would definitely be it. I'd forgive her for kissing others. And I'd forgive her for having sex with another person, one, two times, and again by the third time, I'd get a bit if-fy.

Whilst she's thinking straight, I'd forgive her if others initiated the kiss (though I'd ask her to stop), I'd forgive her for intiating the kiss with others (but first time only). I'd forgive her for having sex (for one time only). And I'd forgive her for going on a date with someone else (though it would raise some serious questions).

So there you have it. I think I'm pretty liberal on alot of things. Alot more liberal than other guys I know.

I'd like to think that I'm a very adaptable person. Changing myself to whatever it is she wanted from me. I also think that I'm a person who'd fight for the relationship. No matter how bad it gets. And I think that the only reason I would break up with a person, would be if it was mutual.

I'd also give most people a chance if they wanted. They only have to show me. But this would only apply once I get over ******. Because until then, I wouldn't be giving them a fair chance. Because until then, I'd still be putting ****** ahead of others. And until then, I am on a dating ban.

Sorry girls, but this is one complicated guy. But hopefully, you'd be willing to give this guy a chance. Who knows, it may just be one of the best things to happen to you. ^^

Please leave messages and comments. Especially if there's more you want to know about me!

PS. Please refer to Nat's blog http://natalieeee.blogspot.com/ for some really nice lyrics. Fall For You!!! ^^

bball day :D

2006-02-22T20:10:00.000+11:00

got up
go to train station
get on train
train stops at erskineville for really long time, me thinks someone fell down the gap
got to redfern
finds out law and long waited for me how nice ~ ended up catchin the express to school

double maths first up
we are way ahead, maybe too ahead, but me no complains, cause i'm like pretty much up to date

then recess
did nothing special

then eng
very boring did same questions as yesterday
got assessment sheet thing

then legal
chenny sits back with us, tried to read a sheet but billy was being very annoying...making sounds with his highlighter

then lunch
nothing special again

then eco
got back assessments
got ok, but would've wanted higher (wouldn't everybody)
me thinks ireland has something against (always gives me crap marks, whether in eco or geo) or maybe i'm just crap

then me stays behind for bball with wally, sheila, archy, long, alv, zhou, matt
plays a game 4v3 cause some joseph guy came along
then plays free throws with archy, then long and zhou came to join after
me gets 20 outta lyk 60 :D still better than archy though :D
corner shop ~ drinks
then goes to redfern
goes onto long's train ~ too crowded ~ doesn't go on
goes back to my train
long gets off at sydenham ~ we finds out how bad archy's eyesight really is
then i start punching archy for no reason, then some weird guy sees us, starts talking to us, but me no listen
then home :D

me feet hurts. someone gimme a foot massage :D:D:D pleeeeaaaaaaaaaasssssssssseeeeeeeeee
also me finds out ext jap people has a pd6 and 7 today...long day for them i guess

weddings are fun, unless you sit in the back where nothing happens, and on your table are a bunch of weirdos, but its fun when it time to dance and you get paired up with people you don't know, and you become friends with them coz friends are kool! can't live without them

King's Krazy Question: (New section where i just ask a weird out of nowhere question) The question is: you are in hospital, you find out you got an illness, and you're gonna die in 24 hours. you are confined to the hospital as you can barely move, but you can talk and write. what would you say to your grilfriend/boyfriend/husband/wife?

(next question prolli in a week or so~ or next time i blog)

laterz prisonbreak is on

Happy B'Day Evri1!!! I Lyk Cake! I M Good Seller

2006-02-21T22:05:00.000+11:00

long time no post...:D so here's another long one

uhhh da bicentennial day....don't really remember much from that day, except long told me to bring my wickets, he brought his bat. The bat got confiscated becasue i guess they thought he was going to start a riot. so now long has a criminal record! but i don't cause i neva got caught! :D

uhmm...played cricket, using the stumps (the sticks on the wicket) as a bat, broke it! then joined some other kid's game, pwnd them! played soccer cricket (kinda like cricket except with soccer ball, and u kick it!) then just threw a ball around, long kept throwing it onto the roof of the gazebo? (iono where people sit down). then some parachuters landed near us, then we went to macca's for food, coz me and long didnt eat anything! then we wotched some dirtbike thing, i fink some guy did a 360? or was it 720? pfft who cares i forget!

law's place
penrith is extremely far!!!! seriously!!! the distance is overwhelming!!! bummed around in the westfield place alot, went bowling (my first time, and i got 10 gutter balls in a row, and a strike!!!). then went law's place, ray and law sang, law seemed to just give up eventually. not much sleeping, ray was being weird, ended up wrapping himself in blankets...so he looked like a mermaid! (confused, i kno, u should b)

meet up wif yaa people
had tutor, left to go join the movie the yaa people they were watching, remember i joined in at like halfway of brokeback mountain. that movie is very boring not good at all!!! kept staring at people throughout the thing. on my way in, was trying to find outwhere they were sitting, and i think i actualli sat on someone, or was it their bag, but eventually heard my name being yelled out by karyne, and took the seat next to her, which was right on the other side of the guys! but it was alright, coz karyne didn't like the movie either. so after the movie, they all left, and i met up wif long and billy, played pool den home? i fink

speech day
speech day is boring!!! kept calling people on my phone, eg. harry and chris coz they were downstairs and we were on the balcony!! :D kept doing that to chris, even wehen he went up to get his award we called him :D:D:D!!! we can be so mean!

afta that, we went galaxy, played alot of pool!!! archy is very good!!! then lunch, then house of the dead and pool again. then went down to the other galaxy, by now it was just me, long, wally and law. played the basketball, played it 3 times, and beat long on all 3 occasions, evn on the last time, when my balls didn't come down with 5 secs remaining, and another time when i beat him by 1pt!!! but wally pwnd us all!

uhmmm....dun realli remeber other days, so we'll go straight to today! :D

legal, separateed ourselves from chenny coz billy found him to be too annoying! but i fink he got very pissed! then eng, did some questions all lesson (eng is such a bludge, no wonder im gonna fail it! somebody help me!!! if tempest, frontline, in the skin of a lion or pardoner's tale/simple plan is one of your texts, plz tell me!!!!!!) uhmmm...den it was recess, played some handball, got the paper, i stole one :D then it was maths, derived a few equations, man we are so ahead! we're halfway through conics! uhmm...den physincs, got moved to lk2, didn't do anything, or at least i didn't coz im dropping it in case you did't know! then it was accounting, got very boring especially since the teacher stayed at the back, helping like just 2-3 people the whole time, so much that we couldn't move on, coz no-one knew what to do!!! o also got cake today, supposedly coconut cake made by donna! very yummy!!! should've prolli gone to get some more, but had to rush to accounting!

so ye long day, back to school, hsc time, nobody fail (but we will anyway). uhmmm...have fun at the wedding donna! someone bring chocolate tomorrow me wants to buy! laterz!!!

King's Krazy Question: (New section where i just ask a weird out of nowhere question) The question is: you are in hospital, you find out you got an illness, and you're gonna die in 24 hours. you are confined to the hospital as you can barely move, but you can talk and write. what would you say to your grilfriend/boyfriend/husband/wife?

Combo Party At Cindys And Tutor

2006-01-17T16:01:00.000+11:00

hi everybody! been busy alot lately, no time to blog, so this one will we kinda long, but what did you expect

cindy's place
woke up late, at like around 9? i think, den had to rush to get to burwood station, since i accidentally missed the train! got dad to drive, ended up being like 10 minutes late, but i was still earlier than lawrence, who decided to catch a non-peak hour train?! wtf?! who cares!

then we all had to catch a bus, and walk a long time, til we arrived at the 'red brick house'! found out that alot of people were already there, and then a few more arrived! i'm not even going to try to name everyone there

so got there, ray started playing the keyboard, and others were waiting for cindy's very slow computer (slower than mine) to start up! even the bloody start menu lagged?! others were on the sofa watching GMA and Girl TV?!

eventually, they put Monster-In-Law on, which was alright....although i think ray was pretty obsessed with the movie! then it was lunch, which was KFC, which meant alot of hot chicken and cold chips!

after that i think cindy's little cousins came around, and started playing madagascar on ps2? so we went outside to play mahjong :D

i know for a fact that i won at least one game lawrence! then someone took over my place, so i watched instead. i watched the game and i also watched ray cheat for lawrence!!!

some others were playing the girly slapping game, wanteed to join, but couldnt be bothered moving! -_-'

then randomly kept walking inside and out, ate some choc ice cream :D:D:D me like me like, also got some weird fruit drink which was...how should i put this...not that good!

then went back out to play mahjong, started raining, so i had my back to the rain -_-'

then it was present time, nat had to open box after box after box! i cant remember what she got but i fink it was a phone, pphone accessories and a photo jigsaw puzzle!

then me, wally, matt and sheila spent the next hour trying to build the damn puzzle...so mani trees, so much green *headache*

eventualli had most of it done, but we had to dismantle it again because we were all going

went to bus stop, but a bus was already arriving, so unless we ran (which bwong and alvien did) we would miss it! but luckily another bus came like 5 mins later :D

caught a bus with ray, beth, wendy, nat and sheila to campsie (so many girls, no guys ray dont count) den caught a train home with sheila on it for some reason? think she ended up going to city?

TUTOR
had to wake up super early because 4u maths tutor was at 9! so got there, only to find out the place had moved, and the tutor dudes werent even notified of it, so it starts next week instead! waited there with long for billy, then we all went to galaxy for pool :D!!!

played a few games of pool, and i think in the end long eventually won because he sunk one more ball than i did (but on one of the games he sunk the white with the black, but he apparently didnt know you couldnt do that! liar -.-) so technically i win! :D

on the last game of pool, it was long's turn, black ball was rite in front of the hole, but he hit the ball and the white ball went the other way....shot of the day!

then went down to the other galaxy to play the bball game...played a few, billy kept winning i think?, but on one of the game, i was using the machine with a smaller hoop and i still beat long! and i dont even play bball!!! :D:D:D

then played air hockey, but billy pwned long and me -_-'

then went over to my place to play cricket :D and watch it as well, so went to a park, played for a few hours, then decided to go woolies to get some drinks, but once we got there, hgot our drinks, billy ralised he didnt bring his wallet, and me and long didnt have money, so we had to put the drinks back! :(

then went back to my place, got some money, rested a while, then went back to woolies and got our drinks again :D

then we played cricket again in my backyard for an hr or 2, then went back inside to watch the rest of the innings of cricket on tv :D:D:D

eventually, long's dad came and drove billy and long home...now my back hurts :(

TODAY
finally got cable!!! yay!!! the guy who came around was really tall and had only one eye?! so ye...that was...weird

bored again now -_-' might not go wed because it'll probably rain and i can already get howl's moving castle off my cousin anways! o ye, ray got me some new underpants...it says mr grumpy...whats that supposed to mean ray??? but i left it at cindys so ye...cindy next time i see you, gimme back my undies!!!

OMGOMGOMG I HAVE LINKS!!!

2006-01-11T22:44:00.000+11:00

finally after all this time...i have links!!!

if i missed out on someone, just tell me! :D

Narnia and Dick And Jane

2006-01-10T21:37:00.000+11:00

It's been a long time since I last went out, been like a week i think! A week!

Anyways, went to city today to watch narnia and fun with dick and jane! :D

So got to city at 11, met Lawrence and Jordon and Wallace soon after. Everyone except lawrence went in to watch narnia first :D, lawrence is a cheapo!

The bloody movie took 3hrs! 3hrs?!!!!

Took a really long time for the bloody fight scene to occur -_-', and the fight scene reminded me of helm's deep from lotr!!!

Kept moving throughout the movie because i realised i was sitting on my huge wallet! So i just tok it our and held it :D At least i know it's safe

So after the bloody long movie was over, which wasn't really that good -_-', the 3 of us went to galaxy to play pool! i think some of us are addicted to that now :D

so we played like 3 games, most of which took lyk 15mins, because we were all pretty crap :P

then bwong came along, playd a few shots, then we went back to the cinemas to go watch dick and jane!!!

eventually lawrence and ray! came :D

apparently lawrence met up with ray, and then they went lunch and shopping? i think

anyways, everyone except wally went in (because he had already seen it)

dick and jane is very good!!! very funny :D:D:D!!! but kinda short...so yeh! :D Still good tho, must wotch it everybody :D

o ye in case u didnt kno, tuesday tickets are 8buks a movie, for all ages i think :D...so gonna try to watch movies on tuesday now :D:D:D

ich bin cheap/asian :D

so after the movie, we met up with wally, then we met up with richard, who said he had to go some photo place in central..so we walked down george st, and along the way, we saw dong, beth, billy, and some of beth's friends! :D

then beth and dong tagged along with us, while the rest of them went home

got down to market city, ray left with richie for the photo place, jordon went home, and the rest of us went to food court and dong got some noodles, law got some fish thing? and beth got a fish cake on a stick!

kept talking about something?, opened up the earphones i bought (which were on discount)! Then later richie and ray came back, apparentli dong took some 'pictures' of himself, that he didnt want us to see, so we saw the rest :D but not the dong one -_-' :(

then we went to galaxy, and richie and dong played ddr...da pro! richie broke his siser's thongs, but he put it back together! i have a feeling its gonna break again thoough

then on our way out of market city, at the bottom, they were shooting some bus scene of a movie or something, didnt stay around long tho, was pretty boring..then everyone went home! :D

on the train, ray eventually pointed out to me, like after 10 mins, that there was a moth on the window which i nearly squashed! eww! thnx alot ray...you could've told me earlia! -.-

what a long day! and tutor starts again on sunday! nooo!!!! btw ithink we're like halfway through our holis now...so fast...before you know it, we'll be sittin our hsc

NYE AND NY DAY

2006-01-03T20:11:00.000+11:00

Hi Everybody, Happy New Year!!! Hope you had a fun time so far!!! Since a few people have been telling me to use proper english for my blog, I'm going to. :D

On the 29th...

This is the day of the Fortian thing at Bicentennial Park. I didn't go because found out that no one from my group was going. Longhai cancelled, Walalce cancelled, Lawrence couldn't be bothered, Jordon's too lazy...the list goes on.

So instead, i went to the city all by myself (I'm so grown up!!!:P)

Went to see The Legend Of Zorro!!! No that good...Do NOT watch it!!! It's just not worth it! Had some funny parts in it though! So after the movie, I went to Dymocks to buy a book for Legal Studies, took me ages to find it, but then i also found 2 more books! Stayed there for lyk 30mins trying to decide which book to buy. Eventually decided, looked on the back to find its price, then decided to get one which looked nicer/neater (Ich bin ein neat-freak). Found one, and then as I was walking over to the cashier, I looked at the price tag, realised that it was more expensive than the other one by about 5 bucks, went bak to the stand, compared the different books realised they were all the same, yet they had different prices...WTF!!! Got the cheapest nicest/neatest looking one, paid for it and finally went home! Long Day!!!

31st-NYE

Got to the cinemas at 12.45pm

Was waiting for Wallace and Shi Shi, since Ray was going to come later, and Lawrence was with his Penrith friends. Wallace came. Then we saw Khu and Tony, they were going to watch some movie. Then Shi Shi arrived and we left for Woolies to get some food and drinks for the long night ahead!!!

Bought everything. Made Wallace carry like 4 drinks~hehehe I'm so mean, while I just carried the chips and lollies!

Went to the food court under Myer, then Shi Shi went back to George St to get us some Easyway drinks :D ~ Now ain't that nice

Me and Wally went up to level 6 of Myer, to 'test' the games for free with the 'intention of buying', but realised that they were all off for some odd reason, instead we found a couch, and watched Cat in The Hat (in subtitles), while I played Wally's DS!!!

Went back down after 30mins, found Shi Shi with the drinks, and also with another one of my cousins - Eddy.

Decided to go back to George to meet Ray and to get some pizza for the night. So my 2 cousins went to go get the pizza, while me and Wally waited at the cinemas for Ray. We tried to guess when he would arive, I guessed in 5 mins, Wally in 15 mins, turned out to be lyk 10 mins. Stoopid Ray, couldn't uyou have arrived in 5 mins -.-

Then we went to Pizza Hut, but on the way we met Richard at Galaxy (where else would he be). He told us to wait with him for Dong, we did, which was like only 5 mins, then we left, since we were in a rush! Went to Pizza Hut, found Shi and Ed, tried to confuse them by saying Ray was Law and Law was Ray :D

Went back to the food court, found Law and his Penrith buddies, having lunch. Went back over to another side of the food court, met up with Mel, then we were told that we were going to leave very soon, so went back to Law and his Penrith buddies (Jin-woo~Goth wannabe, Dilshan and Gavin?). Told them to hurry up, and then we left for the Royal Botanical Gardens.

On the way, we got some free bottles of water (the bottle was realli cute! :D). Then went to the Gardens, was looking for a good spot, but we wwere also looking at hundreds of shirtless hot people (both men and women). Eventually found a spot in the shade, set up our little 'picnic', and just played cards, radio and talked the whole time. After like an hour? i think, Gavin? and Dilshan left, probably because they were so bored. The lyk 30 mins later, Jin-woo left for a 'walk' but he never came back...(sounds like that duck song so far doesn't it the one that goes 3 litle ducks went out one day....)

Anyways, just kept playing cards, and eventualli Lily arrived, kept playing cards. Then we were about to eat the pizza, opened it, found lotsa ants in it...ewww!!!...Instead me and wally just ate the one without the ants, but i think in the end, most of the pizzas were finished. Ray didn't have any. He's such an anorexic freak!!!

Aty 9pm, we went to wotch the fireworks, was pretty bad, but they did have fireworks in the shape of hearts (My fave of the night)

Then went back to our picnic, kept playing cards, and Ray and Shi eventually struck up some kind of 'bond', they have soo many things in common. They both topped eco, and they're both hygiene freaks! The rest of us except Mel (sleeping) was laughing at them :D

At 11.15pm, Me, Ed and Mel went to the crap porta-a-loo toilets...Extremly dirty, and i think there were puddles of urine on the side...tried to go as quickly as i could because it stunk in there, though not as bad as the bucket (read the previous post to understand this)

Then we went looking around for a good spot eventually found one...although we could lyk only see the bridge and not the other fireworks, but who cares...the bridge is the main thing anyways :D

We got wally to record the fireworks on his bro's phone, because the quality was exceptional!

When it was over, we were hurrying the whole 8 of us along the road, as quickly as possible back to the station, so that we could avoid the crowds! Lily and Shi went on their train...I'm pretty sure Ray was heartbroken after having being seprated from Shi :P

Our train eventually came, and we were all squashed on, near the door...Eventually made it home at like 2am!!!

Everyone took their showers...Let Ray borrow my underwear and pants coz he didn't bring any...To Ray: no you don't have to buy me new ones, just give me the money instead :D

We stayed up till 6am coz that was when law wanted to sleep! Law and Ray kept fighting each other, pullng each other's hair, fighting for the mattress...you should've seen it!

Eventually 6am arrived with law trying to keep Ray awake, but when it did arrive, it was payback time! And now ray tried to keep lawe awake, but he was pretty crap at it and we all fell asleep. Me on the sofa, Law on the mattress and Ray and Wally on the nice hard ground :D

In the morning, one of my family friend's kid, Jimmy came over. He kept playing Wally's DS the whole time! Eventually My cousins (Shi, Ed, Lily and Leslie), except Mel came over, so we all went over to my grandma's house (across the road...yes i know i have the Everybody Loves Raymond thing going)

Found out that both Mahjong tables were in use, so we went back to my place and converted the dining table into a mahjong table :D We asians love that game:D

Kept playing that for lyk the rest of the day, and also DDR! Everyone probably saw how crap i was, but we also got to see law:D

Jimmy, Deslie and Elton (Deslie and Elton are my 2 little cousins i think they're 6 and 4) were playing with each other, jumping on the mattress, etc. (Things little kids do) I think Jimmy also took lyk a blnket, wrapped around him and started going "I'm a princess"! LOL sooo funny!

Eventualli it got too hot, we stopped, went online to do some gender identity tests :D

Law got 21%, Ed 11%, Shi 72% and Lily in the 80s i think

Then me, law and leslie went to kfc for a realli late lunch (at 4pm)

The place was air conditioned :D, then went to 7-11 so leslie could get his slurpee, then we went back to my place. Played some more mahjong, then Wally and Ray left. We went back over to my grandmas after we were told that a table had been freed up, we played more mahjong (had alot of stalemates coz we were playing 3F and up)! Jimmy and his parents left eventually. Then we had dinner at like 9pm. Then we went back over to my place to take in the laundry, and pack up the mahjong and ps2, also found out that lily was still on msn!

Went back over to my grandma's house, played more mahjong. Then at around 11pm, the parents were about to finish, so we stopped, packed up the table, and me and law went bak to my place. He went on msn and looked at spots scores, while i took a shower. Then Shi and Ed came over, told us that they parents were going to play until like 2am! So we got out the cards and played Big-2 :D

The mid-way, Law went to go take a shower, so the 3 of us, played snap instead and i pwned the 2 of them :D

Then 2am came, Ed went back over, but Shi decided to stay and sleep over instead. Talked for lyk 30mins then we all went to bed. I was soo exhausted -_-'

2nd

We woke up at like 9am, with the train due to arrive at 9.30! So me and law rushed, skipped breakfast, ran to the station, and as soon as we bought our tickets, the train arrived! Great Timing!!!

Met ray on the train, got to central and soon met wally. Ray and Law began their little fights again. Waited like 30mins for Harry, since none of us knew the way to Jackson's place. Went to the bus stop, found out that the bus was to arrive in 15 mins, so me, law and wally decided to get some breakfast. I got some pizza, wally got a chicken burger, law some vegetable noodles, ray got chewing gum and harry got mints. :D

Then we took a 40min bus ride all the way to Malabar, and walked to Jksns ginormous mansion/house. We got told to use the side gate, buut found out it needed one of those numbered locks, so instead i climbed over the wall and opened it from the inside! :D

Went inside, to find Jackson, Wendy and Nat! Played alot of DOA3...Got really bored by that game. Soon Cindy arrived! Played more DOA3...had a small pillow fight, took random photos, fought with lawrence over the tennis and cricket on tv, got pizza got lunch, played jksns cool sdd game. Jksn and wendy went to the beach alone (what a nice couple!) At 5pm, Harry, Nat and Wendy went home and Cindy went soon as well. I also learnt how to play twinkle twinkle little star on the piano (though i think i forgot now). :D

Law left at lyk 6? I think after we found out that there would be no more 393s departing from the bus stop. Eventually we made ray decide to leave as well (it was either that or get a lift with my dad at midnight)! So me, ray, wally and law left, got to the bus stop and the bus came shortly after. Ray and Law continued their little fight, but we also talked about organising a party a law's house/farm!

Got to central, found out that my train arrived in 3 mins, but me and ray had to buy tickets, so instead we caught the next one in lyk 30mins. Went to hungry Jack's with wally and law and ray, got some chips which we shared. :D (Aren't i a nice person :D)

Law left after 15mins, and then the rest of us left as well. Got home really tired over the past few days. Decided to stay up to watch the 2 eps of lost and the 2eps of Buffy :D Hooray! it's back!!!

Slept at lyk 2am and woke up at midday!!! :D:D:D

Happy New Year Everybody, Hope You All Have A Great 2006!!! And don't forget to study hard, it is our final year of High School, so let's try to go out with a BANG! Hope your start to 2006 has been as fun as mine and hope that you resolve your New Year Resolutions!!! Especially you Jordon!!! Don't forget, there's nothing a nice big smile can't do!

Merry Christmas Y'All

2005-12-27T20:02:00.000+11:00

heyz agen...Merry Xmas to u all...hope u all got nice prezzies coz i sure as hell didnt...buh den agen our family dun do prezzies

ok so lets start with christmas day
woke up....den at arnd 11, mi cuzns came ova..told me to go ova to granmas since evri1 was dere already...so i went ova...saw evri1...den did sum stuff...i fink ppl were making dumplings...so i just sat there wotchin dem...den we went to play mahjong wif 3 of mai cuzns....den l8r anoda cuzn which i rareli see came ova...den he joined the game...n we just kept playin for wot felt lyk eternity...n in the end i fink i broke evn or mayb a litool mor

den inbetween mahjong...we stopped for a while...playd a little bit of poker...started off as squats...buh eventualli moved onto clothing...since i was da onli one dat had evn played b4...i onli lost one shoe....one oda guy went down to his pants....buh den we all stoppd...(coz we didnt wanna see him go any further)

we also went onto da street to kik a small soft ball arnd...buh dat was lyk afta dinah n afta most ppl had left...newaiz...we were kikin da damn ball...den mai cuzn hu cant kik for shit..kikd it into lyk da vines along the fence...so we were lyk bloody lookin for it for lyk 15 mins...den i decided to climb bak ova the fence..so i steppd on a bucket (which i fort was empty)..den as i was climbin out...the bucket breaks...n i fall in....bad fing is it wasnt empty..had some water fing which stunk lyk hell...so i went bak to mai place to change..was washn evrifin lyk mi pants n shoes...for lyk ages...just so it would smell bad....used lyk body lotion, washing powder, deoodorant, handwash...evrifing...buh the smell eventualli went awai..phew

went bak ova to mi granmas place...fouond me oda cuzn makin sum peanut ball crap...so i helped out..buh da damn balls kept breakin in mai hands...so while i made 5, she made lyk 30...den afta a little while...we all went home

BOXING DAY
ok in case evri1 found da first part kinda annoyin i'll giv sum names of hu was there yesterdai
Lily
Shi Shi
Mellisa
Eddy
Leslie
Maggie
(All Cousins)
Kevin
Darren
Karen
(Family Friends)
and lotsa adults

Newaiz onto boxing day
evri1 from chrissy day was here agen cept for leslie...insted 2 mor ppl came
Billy-Family Friend
Jason-Billy's Cousin
newaiz we basicalli did da same fing as yesterdai...eventualli found da ball we lost yesterdai tho...playd mahjong agen...wif mellisa and shi shi (sharin), bily n jason n me....in the end i kikd ass..had lyk 6 or 7 red tokens towards the end...which is alot of moni..too bad it wasnt real moni -_-'

newaiz..was kikn da ball agen...i kept doin bombs..which no1 could catch...whereas eddy,darren n kevin were just tryin to kik str8..omg they cant kik!!!...l8r got told off by sum old lady abt not kikn in da st....buh abt 30mins l8r...we were bak!!! hehehe

den dinah...which had lyk lotsa food....den most ppl went home...buh i wsa wotchn zorro...den wen evri1 else went i went...o n we also playd ddr...whici i suk at...i can sorta do light..sorta......

CHRISTMAS DAY HOLIDAY
went to da myer sales wif ray, wally n reboc...went to sum mens section at lyk 9 or 9.30....soooooo tiring.....was helpin ray look sum size 30 jeans...buh evri fing was lyk already gone..n evri1 was pushin n shovin..n dis was at lyk 9:30!!! man how earli do ppl get there!!!!

neaiz afta dis...we eventualli found a pair of jeans for ray...which he didnt buy -.-"....den i fink we went to da food court unda myer....me n wally each got a kebab...while ray n reboc left to look for mor clothes...den wen me n wally finishd..we calld law...met up wif him...den i fink we walkd along pitt st...goin into stores...makin me try out clothes...stoopid ppl -.-

den i fink we saw ray n reboc llokin at sum busker makin sum weird crown from balloons....den went to david jones...den i fink we split up agen...me wally n law went bak to myer...place was mor packd now..got me to try on mor clothes....den we went down to da perfume floor...sprayd on alot...esp on me..i was lyk a bloody test subject...dere r cards u kno!!!...newaiz in the end..i fink we eventualli found out dat paris hilton's fragrance was da best...had a little bit of strawberrry...very nice!!! :D

den i fink we saw ray n reboc agen...(i serzli fink i screwd the timin...coz i fink dis is da tym where we see da balloon fing meh hu carz)....went to eb..so i could get rugby league 2...eventualli ray told me not to get it as he would dl it for me...awww how nice!!! :D

den i fink we went to food court under myer...evri1 ate cept me...den i fink we went bak along pitt st..did sum mor lookin...ooo reboc bought sum shoes!!!...den me,law,wally,reboc were abt to go buh we decided to all say bye to ray first...den we were lyk huggin him as well....and wen wally was abt to hug him...sum1 (supposedly law) pushd him...wally steppd on rays toes...n broke his nail...ewwwwwwwwwwww!!!.....den it was bleedin..buh it was all gewd...i hope :(

den us 4 left for galaxy for pool...had to w8 a long tym for a damn table...newaiz we eventualli saw 2 girls playin...hu were lyk pretti bad....took dem a long tym to finish...so insted me n law decided to play daytona to pass the tym...buh sum stranger joined...da stranger was winnin...buh den he stoppd? n drove backwards???...buh in the end law won (omg i havent played daytone for sooooooooo long)...neaiz wen we finishd...da 2 girls were still playin...w8d lyk 10 mins...den we got da table..i got paird wif law n wally wif reboc....we won easily...coz ov mai unique skill/luk....kikd ass :D:D:D

den we playd anoda game...dis tym me wif reboc..we were lyk owning law n wally buh we couldnt sink da blak ball...iono y....eventualli law n wally sunk their 3 balls....so dat evri1 was now goin for da blak ball....den i got a ph call from law's mum?! while i was takn mai shot....so dat i rushd it..n wally sank it str8 awai....stoopid ph call -.- .... newaiz da 2 girls hu we took da table offf was lyk snigerin n sayin we were crap...buh i was lyk wot abt u..u 2 took wai longer dan us....at least we can hit da damn ball!!! BITCHES!!!...newaiz..wen we finishd...we saw big kevin, tom, jason, n a few oda ppl from fort...dey were playn pool as well...apparentli dey had just finishd wotchn fun wif dik n jane (supposedli very gewd)...newaiz we left.....went to woolies to get drinks n chips..den w8d for train n went home...

long day!!!

random ppl we saw throughout the day:
frank-in a pink shirt!!!
sadaya
neurath
law's bro-geoffrey, n a few of his fwends...(apparentli were wotchn narnia-also preti gewd)
n da fs ppl

Now ain't dat a fun filld christmas

holis!!!

2005-12-21T22:05:00.000+11:00

yay...its holis now w00t!!!!

tym for sum fun n games....followed by lotsa study *coff coff*

mondai...freee first yay...one of da last frees of da yr

den it was mafs...sum teacha let us in...hayes neva sdhowd up...me n jordon were bored shitless coz no1 had cards...moved ova to benson, khris n long area..n listenend to dem tok abt sum bball crap...sooo boring

den it was recess...forgot wot happened...cricket no doubt

den double eco....had a party for kay...got him sum whiskey bottle n a card....lawrence n wallace tagged along...i dun fink wallace brang nefing...n lawrence bought one of mi pringles tubes fings...just stuck together wif archy, ray, ryan, law n wally...played cards, etc...kept losing..coz shit hands

den went ova to sum oda card game...sumfin wif pens...n if u dun grab a pen u get a letter until u get ugly on ur arm...bill suks at it...got 5 letters....lookd fun tho...evri1 kept cheatin...esp chenny...kept pretending to cheat n den blamin it on charming...tsk tsk

den it was lunch...agen forgot...

den mafs...we got cards dis tym...n mooomoo's class merged wif ours...evri1 was just playin cards....gets kinda boring...

den eng....dis was prolli one ov da best pds of da day believce it or not....our classs is movin...rooms...to drummonds room...now we're separated from evri1...but at least it has fans...okenden sed we could orgasnise the desks neway we wanted...sum1 suggested a circle...i fink it was brigid....newaiz...i wsa lyk sayin how da fk were ppl supposed to c da board...den i fort of house's portable boards...so ye tv is gewd for u....anoda suggestion from me... if u got sumfin to say...u go to da middle....:D:D:D...fink ov da pressure (esp speeches)

den ockenden sed we could take down posters....most we're just playin cards...onli brgid took down da posters...benson was sleepin on 5 charis...den he made it 10...den me n bwong decided to play jenga...n took a chair awai one at a tym :D:D:D veri fun

den me n ben had a paper fight...lyk snowball fights...we evn used chairs as walls...lasted lyk 15 mins...o how men can be so easily entertained...den i fink brigid came up wif sum weird idea...n i chuk a paper at her face...haha take dat!!! den bell rang n we all go home

TUES
last day of skwl for me
got to redfern..met law ...go on train...law gave me his mp3 so i could listen to i just want u to kno - backstreet boys

den skwl...first was eng...went to old room...walked arnd aimlessly wif chenny...den decided to go to da new room...found ppl...dey were tokin bout ext eng.,...eventualli ockenden put on sum miyazaki film Princess MOnotoke i fink....was alrite... coiuld c sum ppl were extremeli obsessed wif it *looks at ray*

second was free yay last free eva...went lib wif ray...hu jiggd mafs (bad boy)...found cindy n sheila...was tokn bout nats prezzie...i kept sayin ds...buh dey were all lyk nah..so i was lyk woteva...den playd push up/squat poker wif jordon n long...long got a nosebleed during da middle ov it n jordon decided to cheat so he riggd da 5 cards so dat he would have lyk lotsa doubles...we both kept raisin to lyk 16 i fink...out came da last card...n it was a spade...i had a flush...n dey both had to do 16 push ups...al da while jordon was finkn i had nufin hehehe...i can b so cruel

den was recess n assembly...can u believe dat farkn assembly on da 2nd last day...not lyk ne1 was evn there...newaiz found out sum guy knocked ova sum table or sumfin at the pantry n sum1 was stealin mobile phones...me n billy both blamed long for it...just coz we can :D

den was dble phys..didnt go...coz dey were doin work...apparentli onli 5 ppl showd up...went instead to priscillas party..was realli tryn to get da bball off wally...buh stayd inside...i mean free food...newaiz it was supposed to b a surprise buh pris knew somehow...quach playd happy b'day on da keyboard n evri1 sang...den it was food tym n cake....tony, chenny n matt i fink were tryn to giv pris a faceful of cake...lets just say dey succeeded in da end...newaiz..afta party went down to cricket area..gave archy da hp book dedn he disappeared..den went inside bio where dey were cuttin up kidneys...ewww....prue encarved her name n to da fat..disgustin...buh i joined in newai n was just choppin it up..very ewww..........how can ppl do bio...so ewww

den da bio teacha sed dey could go...apparentli she didnt kno it was a dbl...so me n jordon went up to jap....dey were doin sum speakin crap....extremli boring....ray n nat was up to sumfin...buh i couldnt c wot

den bell goes..we find wally at da bball courts....got law, jksn, me n wally to play sum bball...2v2 me n wally...jordon just standin on da side...i cant shoot for crap....eventualli it ended up as 10-1...in which i scored one of da 10 points :D:D:D...i kept runnin arnd in big circles...hopefuli tryn to tire hu eva was markn me...den just pass da ball to wally n he does da rest...excellent game plan...den we meet ray n rich..n we all go bwood cept jksn n jordon hu went home...went to food court....lookd for food...shared a burito n sum asian crap wif law...den me, law n wally went window shoppin...lookin for rugby league 2 on comp..which is now out $70...den went myer..lookd at clothes...den eventualli we go bak to food court..onli to find ray n rich left..wif our bags...afta much callin...we eventualli gottold dey were at laseer..went up there..found dem...n we play pool..i fink i got ownd..buh meh...apparentli i improved....den home

WED
house gettin sprayed for sumfin dunno wot...stayd outside for long tym lyk 2 hrs...bored shitless....den went to burwood for lan wif alv, bwong, gab, kirit, jayz, hans n michael....playd enfo,quake 4 , dota n litool bit ov cs..had lotsa trouble findin comps whose lan workd tho....den afta dat we went food court to eat...was gonna wotch king kong...buh realised it would finish at lyk 7 too l8 for sum ppl so instead we went lazer

playd pool agen...me n jayz v hans n bwong (kirit n michael left)...bwoing hit da blak ball in on lyk his 3rd go..i kept misssin da damn ball hands were realli shaky...den playd anoda game...we won agen...coz ov mai pro-ness :P...den we had lyk 10 mins left...so playd anoda game...dis tym also wif alv n gab...free for all...5 secs to shoot or miss ur turn...so hactic very fun....evri1 just kept smackin da balll...very litool aimin involved...den we got kikd of da table

gab n hans den ddr-ed....hans is crap...cant evn do light...not dat i can eida...kept gettin jayz to dance for him afta lyk 10 secs...afta dat we all went home...on da train to redfern...i saw 2 ppl hu kept bloody makin out....so weird...coz it was lyk infront ov evri1 on da train..newai da guy was tryn to feel her up n crap...buh she kept movin awai...o it was onli kissin...den it was redfern...i get off...n go home...alrite day

feeling very bored now...wasted so much tym on dis post -_-'

assessment tym

2005-12-18T20:41:00.000+11:00

ok...long tym no c...agen...

ok first...we';ll start from da sat b4 da assessments

sat
woke up...did nuthin wotched video hits...den started to study for eng n write a practice essay for tutor...didnt finish....den did mor work until lyk 6...den had to get ready for mai half-bro's wedding....dats rite i haf a hlaf bro (which i rareli see)

newaiz off i went to some posh place in circular quay...got there...had trouble finding parking, etc..i fink we actualli got lost at one stage..buh meh...newaiz...we got out..went to da place..note i neva realli tok to mai half-bro n i dun reali kno ne1 there...so it was pretty boring

got there...found da place...went inside..got inside da elevator...met some hot chik...dats rite! :D
newaiz...da place was huge, buh we eventualli found da place...we stood outside so dat sum1 would greet us...i fink mai half-bro's mum came out or maybe it was his wife's mum... hu carz...newaiz as she came out...i was standing behind da hot chik..n she 'accidentalli' backed into me...buh we were all lyk sorri, etc...

got in...found mai place den just stayd there da whole tym..bro kept comin ova etc., met sum woman called maria, sat on sum crap table, far away from da couple buh close to da stage so it was alrite...newaiz moved on...alotta crap speeches were made...i fink i saw sum gay guy coz he was wearin pink, really skinny, n coz he was lyk alwaiz touchin da guy next to him n also he sounded gay...buh i didnt kno him (thank god)...got sum salad first, which was alrite...den i could choose chicken or beef, decided on beef..which was alrite..den came da toasts, etc. BORING!!!

den evri1 kept tapping deir glasses (which meant da couples had to kiss), n dey did so continuously throughout da nite...da wife, her names Yvonne, was wearin sum traditional white dress, no train, was backless, n strapless (mayb now u can get an image), da groom, sum suit (duh!)

den came desserts which was gewd, coz there was choc..den home..n i studied for mafs b4 sleepin

SUNDAI
ok...woke up..finish essay for tutor...went to tutor...got a c+ for it, buh it was rushed so meh, den home...den lotsa study

MONDAI
english essay test fing...hope i do gewd..rkn i get 16

afta dat was nat's cake..kept sayi shit lyk 'if it goes to bottom u gotta kiss ray' to nat..den home

TUESDAi, WEDNESDAI
tests agen...home str8 awai...on tues stayed up till lyk 2am doin eco speech...n 1am for legal speech on wednesdai...pretti sure i failed 3u mafs coz i didnt study

THURSDAI
legal speech..buh afta mine..i decided to stay for billy, raymond, n archy's session, lisened to theirs..den met wallace n da jap pplz...was gonna go play bball...buh went wif ray to chek out speech day awards..all i rememba is ray got eco award...den went lib i fink...to find nat n wally's ds...den found cindy doin her music crap...which was on sum guy...which lookd like ray, coz it lookd like a girl :D:D:D..newaiz nat gave da ds to me.. iplayed for a while...den harry wanted it...so me being da slak person dat i am...ran off with it..wif him chasin me..ended bak in lib...den gav da damn fing to harry...den ray wanted to go porchos...got sum burger n chips, to share wif wally, den went bak to skwl...exam ppl went in...me n wally went to ourts..i played lyk 5 mins...den out came da ds...den we went bak to exam area afta lyk 45mins...exam ppl came out

went to courts...playd a litool..sheila is gewd.. i m not...den home...went to da pantry to get sum drinks..den home

did sum test on tickle.com..da masculine feminine test fing...got 11% feminine, ray got 68% i fink

den tried to organise a tennis fing wif wally, but it was too l8 so left it

FRIDAI
all day home relaxin

SATURDAI
woke up heaps earli to c harry potter agen..buh it was aty lyk friggin 10...newaiz i had already seen it...so sat thru it agen...was kinda boring second tym arnd..newaiz da movies alrite..very disappointing buh still gewd...i lykd emma watson's hair at da ball...n cho's accent is funni

afta movie..went to pool wiof law...wotched dong's skillfulness...den went tbak to cinemas to find da odas....den did sum crap n ended in kfc wif law n jordon...got da 2 piece feed wif law...couldnt finish...met cousins..tokd...den went to find odas...hard tym findin dem...dey kept bloody movin..at one tym. i called jksns mob..n i fink his dad answered n i was lyk wtf!!!..newaiz...went to myer...did sum crap...den met wif da rest at gloria jeans

den went to qvb wif rich as well to c some crap tree

den beth, wendi, nat n jksn went home...den me, wally, law n jordon went to play pool...got to galaxy...i cant play pool..kept missin it...or ball went off table..buh meh...also met dong n chenny n billy....den i plad wif jordon against wally n law..dey won...not urprisingly...law is gewd...his 5th game mai ass...den jordon left..den me, law n wally played togeda..evri1 for demselves..agen law won...den law n wally playd their opwn game...den me n billy played our own game where i pwnd him..buh we were both newbs...i sunk mor balls for him den he did for himself..i fink...took long tym to finish coz we were both so crap..bloody hell i couldnt sink da blak ball...sooo long it took for me to do it...o wellz. home tym

went to grandmas place..met wif cousins..found out their uai scores...lets just say arnd da 90s...newaiz..it was a long tym...den went bak to mai own place..wotchd a few movies..den sleep

SUNDAI
went tutor...boring nufin much happened

o ye on fridai...was playin hexic wif law n kirit..pwned dem both...law suks at it...biuh den kirit told me dat ray got lyk 408 thousand..n den i stopped l8r coz mai eyes were gettin tired so ye:D:D:D i fink im now addicted to hexic

ps. gotta get da nrl game on pc...da 2nd nrl game !!!

harrys party day

2005-11-19T20:53:00.000+11:00

it was harrys party 2day buh didnt go coz i realised dat i had way too much mafs to do....lyk im still on induction n still got ch 17, 21 and 22 to do...got sum long days ahed ov me...

spent da whole day doin 1 induction sheet...so long...bloody hell...

wotched cricket...cant believe our whole middle order collapsed...9 wickets for 150 runs wtf!!!
den da day got rained out n ch9 showed some old cricket game...

saw todays paper...was goin thru it n found a half-naked jennifer aniston...buh couldnt b bothered readin da article...:D....too bad brad coz she looks pretty nice in dat pic...

newaiz...afta da mafs wotched simpsons, n some mor tv...n visited blogs....found out harrys party was 'ok' n did nuthin besides da normal...comp games, cards, etc...

i have a dare...wen u go to a shop n buy sumthin...wen da shop lady hands u ur bag/change or woteva...gracefully take it n in doin so u sensualli feel her forearm...so dat it looks lyk an accident..den walk outta da shop wifout lookin bak...if all goes well she should b starin at u while u go out....den come bak lyk a week l8r n hope dat she givs u a discount or sumfin :D:D:D

o ye..n i mite get cable in lyk a month or 2 wif 21gbs dl :D:D:D cant w8!!!

strike day tuesday

2005-11-15T15:50:00.000+11:00

bloggin agen...long tym agen...mayb i should do dis mor often......nah.....

so..weekend...spent it 'studying' for accounting...evn tho i already knew most ov it newaiz...so ye i had a pretty crap weekend...cricket...NSW lost nooooooooooo stoopid qld.. kinda bore now buh theres cricket on thurs so :D:D:D

mondai...accounting..on da train...heaps ov syd boys n syd girls...wont shuddup...tryin to cram last minute on da train...buh since ppl wont shut up..i swear just wanna shoot dem in da head..newaiz...i since i couldnt study...i just kept staring at dem...hoping one ov em would notice n shut up for some reason...newaiz.... i saw dia one girl hu was lyk acting realli welll slutty.. she was lyk touchin all dese sensualli n lyk evri1 knew...moving on...

got to tafe...saw alvien cramming agen stuck on bank recs...tried to help him n a few oda guys out....den one by one mor ppl came....newaiz test tym...was pretti ez cept for one depreciation ques which most ppl screwed up..buh i dun fink i did...while evri1 else fink they got sumfin wrong.. i dun :D:D:D evri1s dumb but me...so ye...fininshed da test wif lyk an hr left so went thru it agen...im tellin ya ppl...acccounting is dat ez!!!

afta da test...we got shouted pizza by da tafe guys.... n had lyk 5 or 6 slices i forgot buh lyk 3 ov em were realli small so it was lyk realli 4 slice... whereas alv had lyk 10 slices i fink or was it 8 meh he just ate alot....:D

afta dat we went bak to skwl..onli lyk 10mins ov lunch...den it was double mafs...started complex numbers...which are realli ez...rite now....coz its just lyk algebra...n also coz im doin dat in tutor :D...n for da first tym..i understood sumfin in mafs dat jordon didnt :D:D:D

movin onto today...lets c got to skwl at lyk 10...found behrang playin tennis wif yr 7s or sumfin...den went to bball courts to find wally n jksn..played sum bball..got a layup first try :D:D:D

den had to go fountain quad...played cricket....

den roll call...

den 3rd which was a free...found out wally, lawrence, n alv missd roll call n had to get a l8 note...

played some cricket buh long hit da ball onto da roof...so went to gym to play bball wif long, dong n pris....im so crap dat pris is betta dan me...damn...n dong is actualli alrite as well...buh long is lyk da worst...den yang n sum oda bball ppl joined....

den it was phys....got sum sheets....n did some 'work'

den went home earli for once on a tues...dats rite accy is ova :D:D:D now gonna spend da tym doin mafs -_-'

newaiz throughout da week was askin ppl hu was da hottest girl in our skwl polling dem abt it....n da results r:
Person 1 - 50%
Person 2 - 10%
Person 3 - 10%
Person 4 - 10%
Person 5 - 10%
Person 6 - 10%

not telling u hu da ppl r or how mani ppl voted..if u had voted u would kno...o wellz too bad

anoda crap day

2005-10-31T21:38:00.000+11:00

ok...long tym since last post...agen :D

on da info evening....accy ttest...fink i aced it....must beat carlo :P

den played cricket...meh it was alrite...until we lost da ball -_-'

den got bored lyk hell during da damn fing

den had to catch a train home coz jakasses wouldnt gime a ride...onli 5 ppl caught da train or sumfin....

went to ct wif longcrap...annoyed him lyk hell...kept starin at him...pisses him off...den i decided to stop turned arnd looked at the gap between da seats...n guess wot i find...2 BUKS!!!

den went to central coz redfern is scary at nite...trains were screwd up surprise surprise...w8d lyk bloody foreva just for a goddamn train stoopid cityrail cant u eva get nefing rite....

newaiz den i had to go sydenham decided dat mayb i could c how long till da train came....went to da platform...n den i gues mai luck ran out coz as soon as i looked on da board...it was lyk off or sumthin...nuthin was on it...agen stoopid cityrail...btw dis was at lyk 10.30 or sumfin

got home at lyk 11 pissd as hell

nesxt mornin...da strike day....still annoyed at bloody cityrail...cant rememba wot happened....den had yaa....da 2nd last one eva....i dunno whether to feel happy or sad...happy dat its ova or sad dat i wont b able to see evri1 agen :(

newaiz we organised sum crap abt goin to sum restaurant shit or da smae day as richies b'day :@ so now if i go to richies i'll hafta leave at lyk 4 or sumfin just so i can go to dis stoopid dinah crap which is bloody informal...wtf they haf a bloody dress code wtfwtfwtf...newaiz da meeting ended earli for evri1 cept da directors ...so i decided to w8 for mai fwend...took lyk a whole hr....played hangman on da bloody board wif a few oda ppl hu stayed behind and sum mentors coz we were all so bored...since finance can neva eva get it rite

thurs-cant rememba

fri-cant rememba CE dat we had tutor...our (me, long, billy) first mafs lesson got there wif lyk 40mins or so to spare...we dragged wally along coz we were gonna go look for jordons prezzie...finalli decided on wot to get him...buh it was too l8 n we had to go bak to da tutor...tried to sort out da payment crap wif hilbert...billy n hilbert had sum 'misunderstanding' orf sumfin which billy apologised for during da break..

NOTE...neva eva mess wif hilbert wen it comes to da payment

newaiz afta da mafs tutor which wsa very gewd...nice n quik n i actualli learn stuff (complex numbers)...newaiz lyk i wsa sayin..afta da tutor...myer was closed so we went to dymocks to lok for sum books...found out dat wsa closed...went to kino...where it was closing...n surprise surprise gues hu we saw...DONG...carrying 'books' prolli sum jap porn comic or sumfin...den went home...blah blah blah

sat- beth or sumthin tried to organise a movie or sumthin..didnt go :D:D:D

newaiz spent da day doin sumfin...cant rememba :P

den realised it was mai cousins b'day....brought ova a few fwends...few=2 and den we just sat there wotchin bleach..listening to radio...playin handballl (yes...it was dat boring)...den evri1 was bored....decided to wotch tv...channel 7 had nuthin on...channel 9 had lotr seen it...den we moved on to channel 10...now i fort lyk da channel 10 was actualli 10...buh it turned out to b sbs..note it was lyk 10 at da tym n we wanted to wotch charlies angels....instead we were stuk wif sum sex scene crap..n we were all lyk wtfwtfwtf...changed bak to lotr for lyk 5 mins...den switched it off n went bak to handball (lame i kno)

sundai....tutor agen..dis tym english...alwaiz fun...cant rememba wot happened n dis was onli lyk yesterday....newaiz i did d sumthin till lyk 9 or sumthin...den ws bored shitless and decided to rule margins in mai mafs book which took lyk bloody ages....went till lyk 11 wtfwtfwtf

tutor- wen will we move onto the tempest

newaiz...mondai...today.....

eng first...spirited away w00t...dat is such a kwl movie...buh i already wotched da first hr so nuthin new....yet....

den eco...chose countries and did sum crap.....1. japan...2. china...3.india

den recess...played wif mai squishy red balls...as in cricket...stop finkn dirty stuff pplz

den legal..mor crap

den phys...sum gay experiment which i did in fluitsma class...da pendulum fing...sooo gay..seee thomkins is so shit i go to fluitsma...n he gave us a test....a fukn test..hu does he fink he is...

den lunch..mor cricket...apparentli i swing da ball alot which is a gewd fing

den double mafs..man im gonna die...hayes goes soooooooooooooo fast...fink we did half and double angle stuff and deriving crap...n sum mor stuff on trig...i fink we finished da whole trig topic now...n it was onli lyk 3 lessons

den home..did da tutor hw for mafs...not dat hard...den did sum mor stuff i cant rememba...den found out dat daniel got eliminated from idol...meh hu carz....n wotch sth park...n now im bloggin so yeh :D:D:D

ps. if ne1 says i resemble ryan agen..im gonna kill dem

pps. wtf..hu sed jenny is comin onto me..i kill dem tooo

ppps. if ur jenny n ur listening u still lyk ray...he was sad today coz he fort u were ova him....so yeh move bak to him :D:D:D.,..he still luvs ya

boring day

2005-10-22T21:24:00.000+10:00

been bored as hell 2day...woke up...wotch video hits...den wotch cricket qld won...how gay

den went online n chatted n went thru old newspapers....took foreva

played cricket at home..all alone...just bowling at the wicket...im shitter dan b4 now...o wellz. i'll get betta..hopefulli

eatin chocolate now...30 ov dem...ferrero rocher.....soooooooooooo nice..i luv choc

1 mor day till mai b'day...can't w8...i wonda hu'll b da first to say happy b'day (family dun count)

o wellz dats it for now

n jenny is very annoying...wont shut up abt how much she likes ray...i swear one ov dese days im gonna blok her

Second post...woah long tym

2005-10-21T17:19:00.000+10:00

its been a long tym hasnt it? o wellz now im bak....newaiz yr 12 has started...how ghey!!! o ye da game is on 2nite aust v new zealand...evri1 should wotch it!!! we'll bounce bak

yr 12 is ghey esp mafs....omg its sooo long soo much work....hayes is realli fast....now me n jordan r both lost....i swear im gonna fail 4u mafs

listenin to radio n mai phone now....envying evri1 hus goin to da arias....newaiz 2 days left till b'day

omg i cant believe mai b'day is on da same day is da arias. how mad would it be dat mai prezzie was goin to da arias...must make a plot to sumhow get tix

newaiz its been along tym since i last bloggd, moved off d2 now...onto freecell :D:D:D man i haf such a boring lyf

o ye doin yaa...returnin $3 a share not bad for selling bags...thnx for all dose hu actuali bought a bag, which is lyk no1

cricket is fun to play n wotch :D:D:D

almost took a hat-trick 2day (3 wickets in a row) and that was mai 2nd time dis week from lyk 5 ovas....got 2 ppl out in a row, buh not da 3rd...buh i did get 3 in a ova 2day so dat was kwl

alrite gonna set maiself a goal to get 3 in a day..wot stoopid goals i haf...at least its easily achievable....setting goals dat are hard to achieve will mean dat u'll b disappointed alot

ps. kelly clarkson is kwl

o ye. gelato day 2day!!! shoulda bought one buh too lazi to line up, if sum1 told me harry was goin to get 1 i could've got him to get one for me..o well too l8 now...nvm i can alwaiz go norton st n get 1 there

lets c....2day....first pd. free spent it doin mafs...man i sooo lame

2nd - legal - got 2 assesments media file - 40 articles!!! and an oral task, where we hafta tell our teacha wot case we're doin by friday...onli one week -_-'...also spent it dissin ppl and their citizenship status with archy

3rd - eng - sooooo boring supposed to b writin an essay buh no1 did...listened to radio whole pd

4th - free - was a free buh den lawrence dragged me to his phys....mai first lesson wif lawrence....was doin sum gay-ass experiment...newaiz fluitsma is kwl, let evri1 bludge n i actualli learnt sumfin for once in phys dis term betta dan da stoopid tomkins guy...measured wallys n lawrences height....how ghey den fluitsma n found out how short she reali was :D

5th - mafs - ghey ghey ghey....4u is hard....meh...im keepin up 8-) hayes is kwl...tho fast

neawaiz 6th was anoda free n went home....how boring...since i went home to do mafs....-_-'

jenny is weird...wont stop tokn abt how much she likes ray...i mean i get da bloody pt...

ps. ray stop havin incestuous sex with u-kno-hu
pps. kelly clarkson is kwl

mayb i'll post mor l8r

mai first blog

2005-02-17T19:41:00.000+11:00

im just doin dis blog just so now i can post comments